Since Thursday I have done a lot of praying and reading Psalms. I asked the Lord for direction in what I needed to do to have peace. So Friday the Holy Spirit kept hammering away at me. I finally gave up the fight and called my Mother-in-law and asked for her to forgive me for being angry and jealous. Of course she forgave me and also told me she understands the pain that would cause. I couldn't believe that she acted that way towards me she was actually genuine. I have been filled with such peace and love that I know longer let the miscarriage consume me. I know they are in the best of hands our Lord and Savior. I don't have to worry or be in pain any longer because I am seeking refuge in Christ. Now I can only hope that Karl and I will be able to minister to his family especially his Brother and Lauren who will be having a baby and getting married. My goal is to show them Christ unconditional love for them and that the only true happiness is through God.